so please go away if you're fed up with my moaning (I know I am)
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did you go away yet? really, please do. . .
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please please do, cos I am about to use some very bad language, and I've already had to wash my mouth out with soap once today and don't want to have to do that again
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I'm in one of those places, during one of those times, where and when NOTHING I do or say is right
(not here and now, I mean it doesn't matter in the least what I write here, does it? you'll comment if you fancy, share wisdom if you have some, be quiet and go away if you don't have a view or don't give a shit: and all of that is fine - it's only a blog, for crying out loud)
so I have been doing my best, what is required and expected of me, holding my own at times of great stress, and saying NOTHING and still that is not right
I'm pretty f*cked off, actually
not pretty, actually
VERY F*CKED OFF
and I'm not good at it because I've never been good at being angry - I wish I could rant and rave and get it all off my chest - does anger, and do angry feelings, go away if you behave angry? do you feel better anyhow if you shout and scream? how is one supposed to deal constructively with anger
(no, that's not a question)
