no room at the inn

so the NHS hasn't managed to come up trumps - there's no bed for me (and from what I've heard from reliable sources about the Local Loony Bin - this is a case of the pot calling the kettle black, I do apologise - this might be a VERY GOOD THING in disguise)

XCH's very generous medical insurance cover finally runs out tomorrow - they gave me two extra weeks gratis, I'm very grateful for what I've had

I'm not well enough to look after the children, they are safe and sound in the new house with XCH and a nanny - but I am determined that one day I will be
2 + 2 = 4
there are some things
you just can't fiddle. . .
I won't be out on the street, I won't be "home" (funny, I can't even remember living there for the two weeks that I apparently did) but I do have a stable
I'm alive
I'm thankful

I have a second chance at life
I'm going to try my hardest
in a relaxed manner
not to screw up again. . .



Gordie said...

May God bless and keep you always,
May your wishes all come true,
May you always do for others
And may others do for you.
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung,
May you stay forever young.

May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the light surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong,
May you stay forever young.

May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful,
May your song always be sung,
May you stay forever young.


'Shot said...

"2 + 2 = 4"

Is that one of those 'relative truths'?

mig bardsley said...

Rapunzel? Are you moving to a tower? With a stable at the top?

Thankful too that you're alive :) And happy for you that you're able to think positively about new chances.

Sending big hugs and lots of love. And a shower of wishes (for constant friends and new friends and kindnesses and good coffee and flowers and birdsong and scented baths and peaceful ciggie places and lots of crunchies of course and indeed whatever else you could possibly need :)

(and if blogger won't let me post this I shall stamp my feet and scream and scream and scream till I'm sick !)

Mel said...


Was scared for a moment Mig was going to start screaming!

((((((( ILTV )))))))))

All things happen for a reason.....and I trust it's for a higher good.
Yup, kinda like that--but you knew that!

katherine. said...

determined is good....